Hit the pause button

Have you ever just wanted to be like the guy in the movie Click and pause time?

Even just to get five minutes peace, enjoy a hot cup of tea or do anything uninterrupted?

I am feeling so drained and overwhelmed right now that I would love that little gadget.

Just to pause life.
Pause the kids.
Pause the cooking.
Pause the cleaning.
Pause the washing & drying.
Pause LIFE.

I just want to sleep for a very long time, recharge, then do all the things that hinder me everyday.

I am just so fed up of feeling like a cook and a maid, just once I would like to not have to do any cooking and have a meal prepared for me – take out doesn’t count as I always have to call that in anyway, I would like to not have to do any washing, just one it would be nice for it to be done for me, I would like not to be the only one who takes out the rubbish every single day.

I realise this may not seem like a tall order, but when I am the stay at home mum who doesn’t earn any money I am expected to do all the things and not get time off.

If I wasn’t here, my house would crumble, I wonder how long they would last without me?

How long until they notice the dishes piled up because I didn’t do them?

How long before they realise they don’t have a clean uniform for school or shirt for work?

HOW LONG BEFORE THEY DO IT?

Maybe I should go on strike – but then nothing would change as I would see it all and just do it anyway.

I am burning myself out by living in a perpetual groundhog day which I only have myself to blame for, the new year is coming and something needs to change…..

This is just a little vent, and it feels good to get it out, now I’m off to put a load of washing on, later’s!!!!

Fee

Fee is a 35 year old mother of three, who has been on the blogging scene since 1996. Over the years she has tried to change her style but finds the personal diary effect to be her niche - there are not many of those around in the blogging world nowadays.