Hello 2019?

Yeah I am late to the whole “Happy New Year, hope you had a great xmas” party…
To be honest I have never been so glad to see the end of a year in all my life – I am sure I have said it before one year no doubt, but last year really was the shittiest one yet.
It is practically February and I am only now just getting round to get my arse in gear and get something posted on this bloody blog. Every single time I sit down to write the words escape me.
I can’t seem to think what to write or why I even bother. I have a whole ton of ideas in my head floating around for blog posts, yet I just can’t seem to form the words to make them into a post. Also I have a ton of potential posts in my drafts! I really need to get my finger out and get them finished and posted.
One of my goals for this year was to get this blog dusted off and updated regular, but I have already failed that since January is almost over!
So why was 2018 so shit?

Well watching your Dad slowly die of cancer and then having your mum’s dog also pass away just before Christmas – that pretty sums up my shit year.
Yeah so it wasnt a great year. I will do a post more on this later.
It will be February in 3 days! How the hell did that happen!? Hope fully there will be a few more posts going up *fingers crossed*